Monday, October 20, 2008
Very emo now… Wanted to scold Venise right away I’m really f***ing angry RIGHT NOW of her k. I know I should not use the word and that not me. Never believe I would use it ba.
Got scolded/nag by ah ma not long ago. Feeling bad now Maybe I have walked the wrong path, while Venise has walked the correct path for herself but she will never understand how life is. (I believe so) She thinks she has no wrong in shouting towards her mum with “SHUT UP LA”
How rude is that? Well, Venise is at the totally wrong in shouting in this way but they (the grandmother and aunties) said that she has NO wrong in talking back in the rebellious way! Cos at her age is alright with it, there are more people worse then her.
Maybe yes I have a soft-hearted heart that forgives easily but Venise is a different case. I understand how my mum is feeling right now, she is so sad to see her daughter like this and I saw how hard she try to do her best as a mother once again after a mistaken happened 2years ago.
I feel sad for my sister. This time I’m not going to talk to her till she says sorry to me and not to me only. Even how she hates Donald or who ever is, she shouldn’t be in the way like this!
I’m better now. Who can make Venise wake up?
Its just me and you my dear
10:23 PM