Wednesday, September 3, 2008
I was praying today won’t come for me. There is no meaning at all 1) I don’t have the mood to study for test tomorrow (all thanks to my ahma once again) 2) I don’t want to go over her house see her still nagging non-stop. Is just this two reason only yet I don’t want to see this wed. Yesterday night I can’t get myself to sleep. I cried the whole night (actually not really la, was just tears coming out (between it, it stop from 7pm to 10pm only la) oh my. Do I have to face this all myself? This morning woke up wanted to force myself to continue sleeping. Even I know I need to go out to take a passport size photo to hand in tomorrow to my CA. I don’t get it, I just remember when is always our (Moomoo and me) exam coming she (ahma) will starts her unreasonable attitude again and starts to create problem.
I’m now at Beauty World McDonald; darm a passport photo of 6 cost me $12 just to make myself looks nice. And I spend too much today already cos I took a cab here. I’m having headache since I got up. Haiz is this a bad week for me?
To James (Lao gong):
Thanks for cheering me up, I know you tried hard le. And don’t feel bad after reading my post. Thanks for being there for me when I’m sad or even happy, crazy. I enjoy it very much. Even no one gives me the support for our relationship; I still want to trust my own too. Cos am the one who choose to be living with, not anyone else but myself. Even I make the wrong choice I will NEVER regret. I have tried hard not to listen too much to what ahma say cos it will lead me to think a lot. I know it too and I’m trying to change.
Its just me and you my dear
12:49 PM
